♡Levine's Wonderland♡: April 2011

Today,I watched a video from facebook..The story was about how the children abandoned or neglected their parents,and I realized that those kind of story has the same ending.It sure will end up their parents passed away and they cried like SHIT and felt so regret for what they had done.Now,here comes my point!!What is the point he or she crying in the end of the story?Don't you ever use your asshole brain to think for your attitude when your love one is still alive?Don't you f**king cry like shit and apologize when you did something that hurt your parent when they are still alive?Why you want to give yourself a shot to feel regret for what you had done?I'm so sorry,I just feel so pissed after I watched that stupid dumb asshole video.My emotion just lost control and shot to the peak of my head!!{{{(>_<)}}}
I left my home town when I was 18.That was my first time to stay so far away from my parent.Maybe you might feel that I behave like a little girl or baby girl but I admitted that I cried like a lost child in the train.It been two years I never have my reunion dinner with my family during Chinese New Year because my exam schedule always happen in the period of Lunar New Year so I have no choice and need to stay in Sg.Although I got the chance to spend my CNY with my relative in Sg but I really miss my family loads during such a meaningful and important festival.I bet that there are more people worse than me at outside there,they might be dont even have a single chance to celebrate CNY at all.Some even never ever have a warm reunion dinner in their life at all and for that,I'm so sorry.Believe me or not,I can talk with my mother in phone for one hour nonstop.Incredible,isn't it?I also dont know how can I be so talkative especially having conversation with my mum.My friends find it very unbelievable because they always thought that I was talking with my friend in the phone yet that person is actually my mother. (●*∩_∩*●)
I feel so glad that I have a warm and sweet family.That is the biggest gift I got it from the God.I trust that you can make it too..all you need to do is just pick up your phone and dial your house number.Learn to make friend with your parent,love and care about them.Dont be afraid to say I love you or I miss you to your parent.Learn to appreciate and be thoughtful,you can make the different.xoxo