Smile =)

I believe that everyone agree that time pass,thing changed.Time is a excellence lecturer,it taught us a lot of lessons and made you and me become a better person.
It's almost one and a hald year I stay in Singapore.I admited that I miss home all the time and it was a tough time for me to get through with other people at the begining.The greatest trouble was the communication barrier,yet im still trying to improve my english.Now,i having training in national cardiac hospital.My trainer taught me a lot of stuff.
I learn..
How to be a sensitive person..
How to communicate with the patient..
I realised that SMILE is a powerful tool,it is the key to glue the relationship.I smile whenever I see my patient and I greet them all the time.I realised it makes them feel warm.My trainer told me that as a health care professional must always remember to smile with them and give them the personal privacy.She reminded me that how precious that life could be.Everyday,I can see difference kind of patients walk in and out of the hospital.I can see that everyone is trying so hard to survive,trying to fight with the disease what we can do,is just support our patients,love our patients and make them feel that we are here to care and help them.In contrast,I dont understand why some people still never satisfy with what they possess now?Why some people can bring themself to suicide?Why they love to complaint how terrible is their life when they are healthy enough to run and play on the field.Compare to those patients who lying on hospital bed,compare to those suffer from cancerous illness patients,compare to those kids who die from starvation,do u all think that your life worse than them?
Sometime,I feel so happy that the patients smile and say 'thankyou' with me.Althought I feel tired most of the time but I still love my attachment.Sometimes,just a small conversation can even make them feel so warm and smile..I love to see the way people smile because it is the most wonderful thing in this world..People might think that I am insane or stupid,because I smile all the time and even I got scold from other people,I will just smile and apologize to them.I even smile when I make mistake.I just believe that smile makes my life more colourful & brighten other people's day =)


A SMILE A DAY,KEEP ALL THE BAD LUCK AWAY!! TEEHEE!!

My world ♥

Everyone yearned to have their own dream life..when I was a kid,studied in kindergarden,I wish I grew up faster and got into primary school life..the moment I steped into my primary school life,I was dying for secondary school life..as I got into my secondary school life,I was thirst for college life..Now,I'm a tertiary student and I'm looking forward to become a worker and go for work everyday,no school,no assignment,no more report,no more exam and test..isn't it sounds so fantastic,is it? I guess I'm not the only one who will think for those thing,i believe everyone do too..when you got your job,you will chatter how sucks is your job and worst is your life and that is the moment you beg to retire as soon as possible. No one will even satisfy with what they having now.No matter is about the life,the job,the result for your module,friendship,relationship,marriage and etc. As time pass,you experience and learn a lot,therefore you wish to see the improvement,you will hope everything get better as you wish..for instance,when you have a very sweet relationship,but as time pass,you slowly realised he or she is not your soul mate,you started to maunder how bad is he or she behaviour and how terrible the way he or she treat you..and started to quarrel and fight,eventually say goodbye with each other..well,I presume that this is not happening to all of us..no one is alike,we really cant expect other people to have the same way as what we thought,but sometime you will find it is soo annoying with those kind of people,just because you dont like the way they behave and you expect more from he or she.The world is always like that and I learn to see the truth,the reality of the life..the more I watched,the more I heard,the more I thought..If I had a chance to choose the my life,I wish the sky in my world is black in colour,rain is rainbow in colour,stars never disappear,no transport on the road,no tall building,the field and grass are purple in colour,the moon with a smily face,the sun never appear,people are mute,all the trees are rainbow in colour,red,orange,yellow.....this is the world appear in my mind..it is existence because I went there once in my life..No one will ever feel satisfy,me either..that is the reason we lost our smile....

Is all about her-the angel without wings

As time pass,I realised the differences between the life in a village and a city. When the moment you saw and heard everything that happened around you,you will realise the personality among the crowds,the ways people interact with each other,the ways people reach the target unscrupulously.Seriously,I had fed up with those thing that I saw and heard about her..and because of her,I learn something in my life.I learn to be realistic. Please dont give me a rap on the knuckles, I am influence by the environment. Without selfishness, is hard for me to survive in this kind of harsh life. Besides that,I really dont see what is the point helping other person,in the end,no one will appreciate what you did,on the contrary,they blame everything on you..isn't that sounds very stupid?

I met an angel without wings in my life,she never fuss about anything that they did to her.She try her best to treat everyone friendly in her life.Instead of saying thankyou to her,people always blame her for everything and treat her badly. This make my heart ache. I wish I can flee her from that box,but I am too young and I cant afford to give her anything. All I can do is always stand by her side,support her and comfort her when she felt blue in her life.

Lovely angel,I will flee you from the box one day..I promise..

Miss you

Now is 2.33am,but i didnt feel tired at all..chinese new year is coming soon,but i really didnt feel excited at all and even didnt feel like it is a special day for me. Every year, i used to celebrate chinese new year wiv my family..but this time,is my first time,celebrate chinese new year without my parent at my side..is just feel like something is not right at all and some part is missing for this coming festival..
2010,is not a new starting point for me..today,I ask the most stupid question in my class..i felt so dispressing..because i cannot speak fluent english that why people tend to misunderstand what i trying to say..it really makes me feel so bad,when there is no one understand what u trying to say or mention..the moment i heard lot of people keep on whispering what does she talking about,i dont get what she wanna said,what does she mean..I just canot do anything but getting more nervous and stress..i try my best to make it clear,but still,most of my classmates cannot get what i talking about.I just feel i am so fail..and never improve at alll..almost one year already study at here,i stil facing the same obstacle..i already get used with the life being a joker...that why,when someone asking me,how r u today..my answer will always be the same.."perfectly fine!" actually,it is just a lie..for me,everyday is just the same..i just forcing myself to smile all the time..so no matter is chinese new year,valentine day,christmas or weekend,everyday is just the same for me..nothing special happen at all and no miracle happen at all..my english still very lousy,my life still very stressful...
sometime,i just felt like i wan to give up and cannot take it anymore..i really felt that this place doesnt belongs to pehrong at all...but,i knew that my mum n dad have higher expectation on me..and i should be responsible to my choice n my decision..there is no way for me to U turn anymore
I just wanna said,'dad,mum,i really very miss u..i miss home..i miss having dinner wiv u all,i miss the time we have fun together..laughing together..i miss the way u treat me when i having exam..mum..i miss u all so much..Y.Y

Love is not all around

今天看了一部爱情片，戏中的女主角是个万人迷，有不少男人都败在她的石榴裙下，女主角是个花花公主，她从来都不相信她爱的人。爱情，对她来说，只是一个游戏，你骗我，我骗你，一旦成功的得到那男孩的心，她就觉得这一场游戏不好玩了。就这样，她总是不停的换男友。也因此，她伤害了不少男孩的心。就在有一次，她同时爱上了两个男生，一个是他的前男友，而另一个则是个年少的医生。。就在她想认认真真的爱一个人的时候，她偏偏选错的对象。最终，她选择了她的前男友，只因为有·一次，她看见那医生牵着另一个女孩的手。但她永远都不知道，其实那女孩并不是那大医生的女友，而相反的，最终她选择的男孩，一直都在欺骗她。。

这故事的宗旨告诉了我，在这世界上，很多事情都是障眼法，你看的未必是真的；而真的未必能让你看得到。

就像这女孩，她看见那大医生男孩牵着其他女孩的手，就一口咬定，他们俩是情侣关系；而她前男友总是告诉她，他身边的那个女孩只是他的妹妹，其实，真正的答案她永远都不知道。

今天的日记是想告诉大家，真爱，并不是常常都出现在我们的身边，所以要好好的珍惜身边所有爱你的人，当然也包括你爱的人噢；生活，并不像童话世界般完美；生活，是残酷的。

长大了！！

刚刚看过了班的日记，好怀念。。好怀念。。
原来，我们都各分东西了。。
再看看那张班级照，
忽然间，有点感触。。
我们都长大了～～
好棒哦！！
不知你们是否会那么的认为。。
长大了，
好多事情，看事情的角度都渐渐的改变了
也许，应该说。。
从单纯的思想，渐渐的变得更复杂
当然咯，功课更是增加了不少
是不是中学时期比较好呢？
我常告诉我自己，
人，需要长大！
只能不断的往前看，才可以达到你的目票
走过的路，就算是很怀念
也无法把时光倒流
朋友，我好想你们
也许，说是件简单的事
但做又是另一回事
我。。。
再也忍不住的。。
偷偷想念你们。。
偷偷怀念以往的日子

Beauty of the doll

I love the expreession in their eye....

They give me one kind of mystery feel,

like there is no one can ever predict what is in their mind..

They seem like always live in their own world

a peaceful and joyful world...