A staircases life

Nowadays,we will always think that,in our life,we should always look forward and fight for our future,but sometime,when you slow down your footstep and look back what had you done,you might discover something special =)
This is the story about a staircase life..
Long long time ago,there was one pair of couple,they live at 80th floor.One day,they went for a jog,when they reached home,they realised the building was ran out of electricity,they carried loads of stuff and sweat like a dog,so they actually rushing back home for shower.Therefore,the wife suggested that they took the stairs and no need to wait for the lift.Well,the husband also agree with it.In the end,both of them took the staircases.But when reach 20th floor,the husband suggested that they leave their stuff at there and when everything is back to normal,they just take the lift and go down to get back their stuff.The wife smile and agree with her husband,hence they took out everything and left it at 20th floor.After that,they continued to walk the staircases,but at the moment they reached 40th floor,they already exhausted and there were still 40 more floor to go..and they started to blame on each other and quarrel..Slowly,they reached 60th floor.At that moment,they were completely enervated and dont even have the energy to quarrel anymore..So the husband said.'let's stoped blaming on each other and continue walked for the last 20 floors.'..Eventually,they reached their home.Suddenly,the wife realised that she had left the key in her haversack that they left it at 20th floor.
Some people said that this story is actually describing our life.Before we reach age 20,we all are live in the world that protected by our parents and work hard to fullfill our parents' and teachers' hope,it's just like carrying a big and heavy haversack.After 20years old,we are set free and we start to enjoy our life.But when the moment we reach 40 years old,we were mutters that life is sucks,we start to moan that everything in our life,for instance,life,work,family,working partner or place,salary etc.Till we reach age 60,we start to regret what had we done in our pass..therefore,we start to console ourself,stop complaining about life and learn to appreciate what we own.By the time we reach 80 years old,it seem like we already walk til the end of the bridge,we start to look back our life and realise that we never accomplish our dream and it still stuck at the age we were 20years old.
The moral value of this story is..we should learn to achieve our dreams so that we wouldnt remorse when we come to the end of our life =)
So,buck up!!and learn to appreciate every moments that u spend in ur life <3

Dear suicide

This few days,a lot of people trying to post emo status on fb,the worst thing is,someone even posted status on fb before he commited suicide.I just realised this is the new way that fb freak to leave the world.Fb not only allow us to play game,meet new friend,advertising product,it also let the people tell their last word to the whole world,even african,mexican,egyptian can know the news of someone die in asian country. isit that sounds very good?Besides,a lot of youngsters think that their boy friend and girl friend is the only precious diamond in this world,without each party,their world turn into hell..I dont see what is point at here?do u all still staying in a primitive world?HELLO,adam and eve had created a lot of human in this world.dont u see what is the point they do so?It's because they know everyday facing the same person,your life gonna be dull,so they wish human being know how to make their choices. Oh well,I really marvel that they got the gut to die haha well,i admit that I dont know what is in their mind when they came to the last moment,yet I dont really care too..I only know how valuable is the life.Girls,boys,if u happened to step in hospital,please open your eyes wide,as wide or big as u can,open until u able to tear off your eyelid which is the best one,and go to the intensive care unit(ICU) look at all those half dying patients on bed,thousand of tubing poking into their skin,cant even shit and pee like a normal people,eating thru nasogastric,moaning for pain all the times,and the most ironic is they are still struggling to fight with the demon and you are trying to give up life.Before u die,ask yourself,am i the most unlucky person in the world?what is the biggest impact that i faced in my life?isit cancer,bankrupt,going to attack by alien,or hunted by jigsaw or cold-blooded murderer..haha I really dont see why some people can cut off the life string just because of being dumped by someone,it's such a BABY BEHAVIOUR,like a baby will cry like crazy when they are hungry or just pop in their napkin.If u are standing on the top of the building now,preparing to jump down,I wish you all the best and take this as the last compliment that I leave for you,"YOU ARE THE WORLD MOST 'BRAVE' AND ZERO IQ AND EQ PERSON' good-bye <3 TEEHEE!!


ps. JOIN FaceBook,BEFORE U DIE!!NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! *My sienz face!*

The last word

This was a story that I heard from a hong kong actress..
No one can live forever in this world because one day,maybe you or me might say good-bye with the earth and go to another world.So,have you ever wonder,what is the last word that most of the people will say before they leave the world?
The story began with....
There was a very famous priest in one city.His job was listened to people deathbed testement,so he saw and heard different kinds of story from people and help them to do the last rites.As time pass,the priest getting older and he cant even walk properly.Thus,he decided to retire.One day,there was a very old women came to his house and beg him to see her husband,because her husband was going to leave the world soon and he got a lot of words want to tell the priest.The priest dont want to break the old woman heart so he went to meet the old women husband.The old man told the priest that he was very regret with what he had done for his whole life.He was a musician when he was young but because of addicted to gambling,he lost his job and cant play music anymore,thus he wishes that the God will forgive him.After a few years,the priest had passed away,before he leave the world,he wrote his last words in a paper,he said that,if the time can reverse,60% of the people in this world can become a great man..
This story tell us that,we always do something without think for the consequences,in the end,we just realised our mistake and we feel remorse for it.We cannot reverse the time,all we need to do is learn the lesson from other people and appreciate what we have =)

Smile =)

I believe that everyone agree that time pass,thing changed.Time is a excellence lecturer,it taught us a lot of lessons and made you and me become a better person.
It's almost one and a hald year I stay in Singapore.I admited that I miss home all the time and it was a tough time for me to get through with other people at the begining.The greatest trouble was the communication barrier,yet im still trying to improve my english.Now,i having training in national cardiac hospital.My trainer taught me a lot of stuff.
I learn..
How to be a sensitive person..
How to communicate with the patient..
I realised that SMILE is a powerful tool,it is the key to glue the relationship.I smile whenever I see my patient and I greet them all the time.I realised it makes them feel warm.My trainer told me that as a health care professional must always remember to smile with them and give them the personal privacy.She reminded me that how precious that life could be.Everyday,I can see difference kind of patients walk in and out of the hospital.I can see that everyone is trying so hard to survive,trying to fight with the disease what we can do,is just support our patients,love our patients and make them feel that we are here to care and help them.In contrast,I dont understand why some people still never satisfy with what they possess now?Why some people can bring themself to suicide?Why they love to complaint how terrible is their life when they are healthy enough to run and play on the field.Compare to those patients who lying on hospital bed,compare to those suffer from cancerous illness patients,compare to those kids who die from starvation,do u all think that your life worse than them?
Sometime,I feel so happy that the patients smile and say 'thankyou' with me.Althought I feel tired most of the time but I still love my attachment.Sometimes,just a small conversation can even make them feel so warm and smile..I love to see the way people smile because it is the most wonderful thing in this world..People might think that I am insane or stupid,because I smile all the time and even I got scold from other people,I will just smile and apologize to them.I even smile when I make mistake.I just believe that smile makes my life more colourful & brighten other people's day =)


A SMILE A DAY,KEEP ALL THE BAD LUCK AWAY!! TEEHEE!!

My world ♥

Everyone yearned to have their own dream life..when I was a kid,studied in kindergarden,I wish I grew up faster and got into primary school life..the moment I steped into my primary school life,I was dying for secondary school life..as I got into my secondary school life,I was thirst for college life..Now,I'm a tertiary student and I'm looking forward to become a worker and go for work everyday,no school,no assignment,no more report,no more exam and test..isn't it sounds so fantastic,is it? I guess I'm not the only one who will think for those thing,i believe everyone do too..when you got your job,you will chatter how sucks is your job and worst is your life and that is the moment you beg to retire as soon as possible. No one will even satisfy with what they having now.No matter is about the life,the job,the result for your module,friendship,relationship,marriage and etc. As time pass,you experience and learn a lot,therefore you wish to see the improvement,you will hope everything get better as you wish..for instance,when you have a very sweet relationship,but as time pass,you slowly realised he or she is not your soul mate,you started to maunder how bad is he or she behaviour and how terrible the way he or she treat you..and started to quarrel and fight,eventually say goodbye with each other..well,I presume that this is not happening to all of us..no one is alike,we really cant expect other people to have the same way as what we thought,but sometime you will find it is soo annoying with those kind of people,just because you dont like the way they behave and you expect more from he or she.The world is always like that and I learn to see the truth,the reality of the life..the more I watched,the more I heard,the more I thought..If I had a chance to choose the my life,I wish the sky in my world is black in colour,rain is rainbow in colour,stars never disappear,no transport on the road,no tall building,the field and grass are purple in colour,the moon with a smily face,the sun never appear,people are mute,all the trees are rainbow in colour,red,orange,yellow.....this is the world appear in my mind..it is existence because I went there once in my life..No one will ever feel satisfy,me either..that is the reason we lost our smile....

Is all about her-the angel without wings

As time pass,I realised the differences between the life in a village and a city. When the moment you saw and heard everything that happened around you,you will realise the personality among the crowds,the ways people interact with each other,the ways people reach the target unscrupulously.Seriously,I had fed up with those thing that I saw and heard about her..and because of her,I learn something in my life.I learn to be realistic. Please dont give me a rap on the knuckles, I am influence by the environment. Without selfishness, is hard for me to survive in this kind of harsh life. Besides that,I really dont see what is the point helping other person,in the end,no one will appreciate what you did,on the contrary,they blame everything on you..isn't that sounds very stupid?

I met an angel without wings in my life,she never fuss about anything that they did to her.She try her best to treat everyone friendly in her life.Instead of saying thankyou to her,people always blame her for everything and treat her badly. This make my heart ache. I wish I can flee her from that box,but I am too young and I cant afford to give her anything. All I can do is always stand by her side,support her and comfort her when she felt blue in her life.

Lovely angel,I will flee you from the box one day..I promise..

Miss you

Now is 2.33am,but i didnt feel tired at all..chinese new year is coming soon,but i really didnt feel excited at all and even didnt feel like it is a special day for me. Every year, i used to celebrate chinese new year wiv my family..but this time,is my first time,celebrate chinese new year without my parent at my side..is just feel like something is not right at all and some part is missing for this coming festival..
2010,is not a new starting point for me..today,I ask the most stupid question in my class..i felt so dispressing..because i cannot speak fluent english that why people tend to misunderstand what i trying to say..it really makes me feel so bad,when there is no one understand what u trying to say or mention..the moment i heard lot of people keep on whispering what does she talking about,i dont get what she wanna said,what does she mean..I just canot do anything but getting more nervous and stress..i try my best to make it clear,but still,most of my classmates cannot get what i talking about.I just feel i am so fail..and never improve at alll..almost one year already study at here,i stil facing the same obstacle..i already get used with the life being a joker...that why,when someone asking me,how r u today..my answer will always be the same.."perfectly fine!" actually,it is just a lie..for me,everyday is just the same..i just forcing myself to smile all the time..so no matter is chinese new year,valentine day,christmas or weekend,everyday is just the same for me..nothing special happen at all and no miracle happen at all..my english still very lousy,my life still very stressful...
sometime,i just felt like i wan to give up and cannot take it anymore..i really felt that this place doesnt belongs to pehrong at all...but,i knew that my mum n dad have higher expectation on me..and i should be responsible to my choice n my decision..there is no way for me to U turn anymore
I just wanna said,'dad,mum,i really very miss u..i miss home..i miss having dinner wiv u all,i miss the time we have fun together..laughing together..i miss the way u treat me when i having exam..mum..i miss u all so much..Y.Y